I don’t feel pretty. I’ve been feeling like shit about my body the past couple of months anyway, and then tonight my boyfriend made fun of me for wanting a snack.
He doesn’t want to go Christmas shopping with me and he’s the only friend I have. I asked my mom if she would go but she can’t.
So I am sitting here just wanting a hug and wanting my boyfriend to say he thinks I’m at least a little cute and wishing I had just one friend who would lay here and hold me.